Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Dear patients,

I just can't do it right now. I've learned the hard way now that if I don't take care of myself I can't take care of anyone else. So I can't take care of you the way I want to, the way I'm used to, until I'm ok again. And I'm kind of not ok. A little too much, a little too often, a little too deep, and a lot too sad and sorry. It takes its toll. So right now I'm just showing up and doing the job the way everyone else does. And that's ok. Right now I have to believe that's ok. I plan to be back. Maybe not like before, but more than I can be right now. Take care. And I'll help how I can.

Love,
Constance

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